
well the day was pretty boring at home. all we pretty much did was prepare for best friend / cousin to leave. well it was fun, he'll be back next week though, for camping, thats for sure. well i was 75% not wanting to go to YFC. something tended to whisper in my ear and told me to go. so i ended up going, things were pretty... bad? same old same old, i won't be going again for a long time. so this one person there, saved my day. i couldn't handle being in that hectic room, so i ended up leaving, and going to the chapel. i prayed there for about an hour, and then this person came by and did the rosary. i ended up arriving at the chapel during a prayer, so i joined in, as soon as it was done, they left, and i moved up 2 rows, i was just talking to god i guess you can say. so she gave my ring back and then tried starting a conversation, but the savior grabbed my hand, and then pulled me to the side, and asked what was wrong, because she knew what was up. i don't know, but i just can't tell anyone. i told about 5% of what happened. im still trying to figure out who i CAN tell all my stuff to, because i usually telling the COMPLETE wrong people. oh and then i played the chance game. have you seen the episode of naruto episode, it was a pretty early episode. where they're doing that rank up thing, and then they need to get those heaven and earth scrolls to pass? in the forest of death or whatever. well rock lee did this thing, where he would gather as many leaves, and if he gathered a certain amount before they hit the ground, then sakura would like him. well i did the same thing. i closed my eyes, and then said a color, i picked the color blue. there were three kinds on my bracelet made of paper clips ashley made me. well i spin it around and whatever color it lands on then yeah. i had a one out of seven chances of getting it. there was a baby blue, blue, and light blue. IT LANDED ON BLUE! i know, i always play weird chance games, because everything is chance.

