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Goapele - First Love

My brother dug up my notes from the first week of BOTT while cleaning the house 'cause we were starting to set up for christmas decorations, my brother started throwing it away, and I shout "NO!" I snatched them from the garbage and hugged it for awhile and put it in my drawer inside my closet with my other sentimental valued items. In the drawers i have my first cell phone, my yearbook that i made my sophomore year, the sarsi bottle filled with the juices we bought during the scavenger hunt for mini battle, ugh i was just damn delighted; To some, yeah they'd just be a stack of stapled papers, but throughout my 4 years in high school, i never did anything; i was never superbingly bright enough to get the best grades and outshine others, i was never the athletic one to be mvp or even a bench warmer of any sport what so ever, i was never fortunate enough to buy clothes of my own, all straight up handed down. To this day i still regret not doing any extra curricular activities, i had just started what should've been the beginning of my freshmen year. Especially since i've got a twin brother, comparisons are just around the corner when you're me and with the parentals. I guess thats why you can say i leaped into the garbage and took the notes, it was the first time i felt like i was doing something decent. Besides, i had the biggest crush on one of the core memebers there, I will forever keep that drawer.

Oasis - Wonderwall

I woke up late again, i always do; Ever since summer had ended, I've never really adjusted to the time frame I should've; I still sleep at 3am or maybe even later. I downloaded Inglorious Basterds last night, but I wasn't really getting into it, so Im gonna just try Zombieland, zombie movies attract me easily. Anyways, I had to do my paper work for G By Guess today, the hiring manager forgot I was coming in, but none the less, she dropped what she was doing, and came to assist me. We chatted for a bit, and I felt a tad bit awkward. If I were to see this chick, I'd guess she was in her late 20s. She was actually in her early 30s, she told me; We click. We shared numerous laughs, she told me about her plans this weekend of going to Disneyland, and later today that she was going Ice Skating, and she wouldn't be surprised if she fell on her ass. We both 'laughed out loud,' when one of the employers called on the radio, and said they didn't know what to do, because out on the couch, there was some chick breast feeding her baby out in the public. She read my birth certificate and she was shocked to know that i had a twin brother, I said 'yeah,' and then she asked me if i was who i really was, and i smiled. She asked if I was close with my brother and if i could sense if anything was wrong with him or anything supernatural, and I replied with 'sometimes,' because she has a brother just a year and a few weeks older than she is, and they connect on levels that would be considered supernatural to me. Anyways, i signed a bunch of papers, and I have training next week. Im officially hired, and she hooked it up with a look book filled with rewards and coupons with tons of money off of purchases, guides, manuals, just everything. 40% off with my employee discount. I don't know why Im not as excited as I should be, all of last summer and this summer, I've been trying to get a job. Getting applications from where ever, and just filling it out and turning them in wishing that I'd get a call; Nothing really happened, the ironic thing was that i tried really hard. With this job, it was just a shot in the dark, my friend asked me if I was interested, she sent the applications over the internet, the next day I submitted 'em, she referred me to her manager, no interview no nothing, I wasn't really even expecting anything, and I get called in straight up; I've got a week left of school, so Im gonna work my ass off. The rest of the day was just school, I got dropped off at school, finished my lab super quick, it only took an hour, we even beat the asian girls, they beat everyone, but naw, we beat 'em; they actually had to come to us and copy our answers. the teachers pets said that there wasn't gonna be a quiz tomorrow, hopefully im wrong and they're right, because im not in the mood for quizes, especially since next week is our finals week already; I've got numerous hours for lab to make up in light and sound, chinese quizzes i need to study for, and chemistry in general. After next week, I'll be off for a month and a half, where i can just lay in bed, watch movies, and be warm; I don't know what the fuck Im saying, but I just can't wait; Next semester starts in February, the 1st; thats enough time for me to get back on my feet; and the best thing is that I won't have class every day now, just Monday-Thursday; I know my posts are boring and just about my day, but I'll try and throw a snotty tissue I cried in and start being all dramatic and emotional.

Lykke Li - Possibility

i was kind of diggin' the song; the ironic thing is that lady gaga and beyonce have two songs together; lady gaga featuring beyonce in telephone, and beyonce featuring lady gaga in video phone. i think they're a pretty good mix together, and shockingly both of their songs have to do with phones. lady gaga has some crazy ass die hard fans. don't get me wrong, im a huge fan, but im not obsessed; i became a fan once i heard pokerface and starstruck off of her first album, and at the time i didn't know it was her songs. eh, i just thought she'd be an ordinary pop artist who tries too damn hard. i was right, she tries hard, really hard, which is why i like her, her efforts pay off. appearance wise, im not too fond of her nose, other than that shes a dime. in an interview, she was asked why she dressed so eccentrically, she replied with, " i look the way i look for my fans; not for the attention, but because i never fit in, in places like high school or anything, and i want my fans to know that i know what it feels like, and that its okay to be different. i thank god everyday for my fans, " damn she dope. she can write her own music, own her own look, and haters can just kiss her swag.

haven't blogged in a long time; from the last time i blogged up to now, lots of shit happened. lots of hills or rollercoasters; the ups and downs. the cotillion is finally over, but i wish it wasn't, i miss my girls and the additional characters. this weekend we're supposed to be having a birthday dinner for brooklyn and eda, not sure where or what time, but they kept me posted. i came across brooklyn at school and whacked her with my poster, 'cause i haven't seen her since. i wanted to beat some kids asses in my TD152 class for just being an asshole and passing papers to everyone else, and throwing mine on the floor, i have that class tomorrow, and damn... its gonna go down; i have lots of hours to make up, finish registering for at least 1 more class, finish chinese homework, study for this weekends exam in chemistry, ugh im stressed. i didn't think this would be a venting blog, but i guess it is; im just letting my fingers work right now and not even attempting to hit that backspace button; anyways, on a lighter note, 90% officially hired. i just have to go to the mall, fill out some paper work, and BAM; im hired. i miss everyone already, 2 more weeks and this semester is over, and im gonna be off for a month and a half. i really need it. and just some random crap: we left the hotel party just 'cause it was getting late, and we all wanted to get rest, some stayed, and some left. cassandra, michelle, minh, and i were in a car. we dropped michelle off first, and then headed to my place. cassandra was supposed to go first, but then minh was scared to drive by my house alone going home 'cause i live right next to a cemetery. so cassandra was dropped off last. well on our way to my house, we were going down north park victoria, and we hit a stop light. it was about 2 in the morning, and all of a sudden, all the lights shut off, everything in the whole damn plaza and street lights, and then it all flickered on again for a quick second and then turned back off; we were all damn scared. especially since the wind was blowing superbingly hard that night, tree branches were on the ground, in peoples yards, just everywhere. so when i went out of the car to go to my house, i ran as fast as i could, with minh slowing me down requesting that i return his tux for him. so i popped the trunk got his tux, and just ran straight toward my bed, and hid under my sheets. anyways, on sunday when i went to go and return my tux, it was a coincidence that i ran into KN at the same damn time; talk about luck... we both knew that we saw each other, we just didn't wanna say anything, we just continued to go to formal headquarters to return everything. he was power walking trying to get in front of me, he got through the doors to sears before i did, so i started to run in front of him, and i cut through the aisles and up the escalators before he did, and ran to the receptionist. in my head i was shouting ' fuck yeah! ' but he got run up first since he only had 1 tux, and i was returning minh's. the funny thing was that i went to formal headquarters my junior year for prom. i hated the place, because i had to safety pin some buttons that fell off, so i never came back; the only reason i was back, was 'cause for eda's cotillion everything was uniform and they had choosen formal headquarters. well the receptionist remembered me when i went for the fitting, and said i got taller, i replied with, ' whoa, you remember me...? ' and he just said yeah. well this time, he greeted me, and said after i returned my tux, ' so when are you coming back, when you get married? ' i replied with, ' i don't know, that'll take along time. ' and then he said, ' oh, you're not gonna be going to any school dances? ' i told him, ' well i graduated, if someone asked me, i'd go, but its a less likely chance since im not in high school anymore, ' and then he said, ' bull, you're actually a popular guy, lots of people talk about you here, ' and i said, ' wow im flattered, ' and i walked away. that made me smile although it was creepy in a way; considering the fact that the chick that fitted me for junior prom found and added me on facebook; but yeah, i was truly flatted; and on monday, i was sitting on the school bench waiting for time to pass by, when this white chick comes up to me and says, ' whoa.... cool hair. ' i can tell she wasn't being sarcastic, so i got up and gave her a hug and walked away. just some random things, flattery gets you far in my world. gahgahgahgahgah, my posts are never like this, im going insane.