i was kind of diggin' the song; the ironic thing is that lady gaga and beyonce have two songs together; lady gaga featuring beyonce in telephone, and beyonce featuring lady gaga in video phone. i think they're a pretty good mix together, and shockingly both of their songs have to do with phones. lady gaga has some crazy ass die hard fans. don't get me wrong, im a huge fan, but im not obsessed; i became a fan once i heard pokerface and starstruck off of her first album, and at the time i didn't know it was her songs. eh, i just thought she'd be an ordinary pop artist who tries too damn hard. i was right, she tries hard, really hard, which is why i like her, her efforts pay off. appearance wise, im not too fond of her nose, other than that shes a dime. in an interview, she was asked why she dressed so eccentrically, she replied with, " i look the way i look for my fans; not for the attention, but because i never fit in, in places like high school or anything, and i want my fans to know that i know what it feels like, and that its okay to be different. i thank god everyday for my fans, " damn she dope. she can write her own music, own her own look, and haters can just kiss her swag.
haven't blogged in a long time; from the last time i blogged up to now, lots of shit happened. lots of hills or rollercoasters; the ups and downs. the cotillion is finally over, but i wish it wasn't, i miss my girls and the additional characters. this weekend we're supposed to be having a birthday dinner for brooklyn and eda, not sure where or what time, but they kept me posted. i came across brooklyn at school and whacked her with my poster, 'cause i haven't seen her since. i wanted to beat some kids asses in my TD152 class for just being an asshole and passing papers to everyone else, and throwing mine on the floor, i have that class tomorrow, and damn... its gonna go down; i have lots of hours to make up, finish registering for at least 1 more class, finish chinese homework, study for this weekends exam in chemistry, ugh im stressed. i didn't think this would be a venting blog, but i guess it is; im just letting my fingers work right now and not even attempting to hit that backspace button; anyways, on a lighter note, 90% officially hired. i just have to go to the mall, fill out some paper work, and BAM; im hired. i miss everyone already, 2 more weeks and this semester is over, and im gonna be off for a month and a half. i really need it. and just some random crap: we left the hotel party just 'cause it was getting late, and we all wanted to get rest, some stayed, and some left. cassandra, michelle, minh, and i were in a car. we dropped michelle off first, and then headed to my place. cassandra was supposed to go first, but then minh was scared to drive by my house alone going home 'cause i live right next to a cemetery. so cassandra was dropped off last. well on our way to my house, we were going down north park victoria, and we hit a stop light. it was about 2 in the morning, and all of a sudden, all the lights shut off, everything in the whole damn plaza and street lights, and then it all flickered on again for a quick second and then turned back off; we were all damn scared. especially since the wind was blowing superbingly hard that night, tree branches were on the ground, in peoples yards, just everywhere. so when i went out of the car to go to my house, i ran as fast as i could, with minh slowing me down requesting that i return his tux for him. so i popped the trunk got his tux, and just ran straight toward my bed, and hid under my sheets. anyways, on sunday when i went to go and return my tux, it was a coincidence that i ran into KN at the same damn time; talk about luck... we both knew that we saw each other, we just didn't wanna say anything, we just continued to go to formal headquarters to return everything. he was power walking trying to get in front of me, he got through the doors to sears before i did, so i started to run in front of him, and i cut through the aisles and up the escalators before he did, and ran to the receptionist. in my head i was shouting ' fuck yeah! ' but he got run up first since he only had 1 tux, and i was returning minh's. the funny thing was that i went to formal headquarters my junior year for prom. i hated the place, because i had to safety pin some buttons that fell off, so i never came back; the only reason i was back, was 'cause for eda's cotillion everything was uniform and they had choosen formal headquarters. well the receptionist remembered me when i went for the fitting, and said i got taller, i replied with, ' whoa, you remember me...? ' and he just said yeah. well this time, he greeted me, and said after i returned my tux, ' so when are you coming back, when you get married? ' i replied with, ' i don't know, that'll take along time. ' and then he said, ' oh, you're not gonna be going to any school dances? ' i told him, ' well i graduated, if someone asked me, i'd go, but its a less likely chance since im not in high school anymore, ' and then he said, ' bull, you're actually a popular guy, lots of people talk about you here, ' and i said, ' wow im flattered, ' and i walked away. that made me smile although it was creepy in a way; considering the fact that the chick that fitted me for junior prom found and added me on facebook; but yeah, i was truly flatted; and on monday, i was sitting on the school bench waiting for time to pass by, when this white chick comes up to me and says, ' whoa.... cool hair. ' i can tell she wasn't being sarcastic, so i got up and gave her a hug and walked away. just some random things, flattery gets you far in my world. gahgahgahgahgah, my posts are never like this, im going insane.
