Saturday, October 25, 2008

so you're pretending you're dead? i might as well act as if it was true then.

yeah, we're still best friends. it'll take a lot more than that for a person to get cut out from my life. my question is why'd you lie to me? i even had to ask your sister dude. she replied with a " yeah, she told me if they asked if she died, then she told me to say yes." and when i asked if you were the one who told everyone if you were dead you told me no; i know the password to your myspace kidd, and this 'supposed' boyfriend, was just your other myspace, that only you added, and you commented yourself, so everyone can see, saying REST IN PEACE, and all the shit. im not stupid, i know you better than you know yourself. you accuse me of changing at that dinner party? i don't think so hun'; you totally replaced me with that white chick alexa, her boyfriend, and alyssa. you're drifting away from me as i write this, drifting away from the person who made the phone call to save your life too, gabby. like what the fuck. i haven't changed at all, i've just become more refined, and change for the better. and after i happened to ask you if you're the one who was in charge of these actions you said no, and after that you deleted your myspace...i mean S.T. i was there for you next to your hospital bed, i was there to act as a shield for when the people attacked, i was there for you period. i traveled the bay area for you, from San Francisco, to Fremont, San Jose, to almost Vallejo; if that doesn't even deserve the truth, then i don't even know what will. i just ask for an apology and the truth next time, for the mean while, just give me my space. rah, im semi scared to be your friend, i honestly do wonder what goes on in that head of yours. im starting to call you psycho, with a major emphasis. i ain't gonna pick up your calls for a decent amount of time.