thats an attempt to draw a pomeranian on the computer desks at class; today was an eh day; some family members were fighting which was how i woke up, everyone was steamed. so i was just cleaning the house so that things would simmer down with a smile by seeing a clean house. after that i had class, and had a chinese test on beginner pinyin shit, hopefully i passed with flying rainbow multi shmizm colors. after went to a. carmen's for a prayer and then stuffed my face with eggrolls and loads of rice, and having strawberry cheesecake in the end. michelle offered me some pumpkin pie, it was a first for me, it was alright, it'd taste better with milk, only had soda at the time, fanta orange. got some bootleg movies, i was gonna watch by myself, but then i think its too late, maybe tomorrow; im kind of saddened when entering a. carmen's, knowing that her daughter and my cousin was my first and ever best friend. she opened my eyes to everything, and in an instant, she was gone within a flash. we used to be stuck to each other, i don't even know what went wrong. we pass each other by like we never even knew each other, yeah theres the occasional greeting every now and then, but damn; i remember my freshmen year i got beat up for some stupid shit, and she hunted the dude down and killed 'em pretty much. i remember she was known as the chick with ' stunna shades, ' we would always walk home together, get in trouble together, eat together, she taught me anything and everything. i just love to reminisce on the things i don't even have at the moment, i can never seem to hold on to my best friends, or anyone at all, which is probably why im single and always have been, and maybe always will be; oh geez, what i wouldn't do to get that relationship back; anyways, i have a light and sound exam tomorrow and then straight off to the DMV for testing. at midnight a warm chocolate chip cookie and milk always hits the spot.
