venting; well my brother has been lying to me about taking my phone charger, i found out he took it though. i have the same phone as my 2 other brothers, the LG XENON, and we've all got the same charger. something happened to my brothers' charger, so he's been using mine, which i don't really mind, im mellow with that. mysteriously my charger disappears for about a week. as i ask around, everyone doesn't know what happened to it, so i just use my other brothers charger. so i guess 3 people on one charger? what a sucks. i noticed that when my little brother is gone my other brother doesn't use the charger, so how the hell does he always have full battery, or doesn't need to charge it at all. damn, im such a dumbass, if my little brother has his own charger, he couldn't have had, or even wanted to take it. so that'd just leave the twin left. as we were leaving to head over to dale's house to kick it, we needed to find the house keys, and the twin asked for my assistance, i was just crawling around on the floor, pretending, just 'cause i didn't wanna give an effort to find a key that he had lost. and i check under his bed, and i see the phone charger, which im 100% sure is mine. i didn't wanna say anything, just 'cause if i did, it'd be an awkward bike ride to dale's. so i just kept it to myself, and went on with the day. but damn, i hid my charger, on the side of my bed plugged into the wall. he won't be reading this post, so he won't know; other than that, things have been feeling like hell. things that were promised by my parents never seem to follow through. my anxiety attacks have been coming back, and hopefully the cold weather will cancel it out, they seem to arise when it gets hot, or when im nervous. i guess i was made to be anti-social. ugh, well im 18, and i guess i expected too much to happen, my birthday was just like any other 364 days of the year, maybe even worse. but in the end, im still alive, and all is decent, not well, but enough to live through to the next day. scho0l is just whatever and everyday, but i saw a tarantula on campus once. i was kind of ticked off with my chemistry partner, whom im really good friends with in high school, and have known since the 5th grade. what had happened was that she had her lab manual, and i had ordered mine, and it would arrive next week. so then i asked her if i can get a copy of the lab, and she told me that she couldn't make copies or anything; the ironic thing was when i got my lab manual, she lost hers, and now she can make copies. i don't mind, so now shes going to be using my lab manual after every class each week to make copies. so i pretty much paid for my book, and she is also getting the benefit. if you don't wanna make copies, then just tell me, don't say you can't.
