Wednesday, October 14, 2009

Sufjan Stevens - Chicago

i don't know about the others, but im totally diggin' this weather; i took a shot with my phone from inside, behind the sliding door and the screen door, i would've went outside, but i was only equipped with some socks, and it was soaking wet outside, windy too if i may add. today started off with just catching my brother trying to jack some clothes from my closet, and me not being able to go to sleep after that. i usually sleep near 1 or 2 am, and arise at 9 or 9:30am. so i just got up, watched a little television and then got ready for school. i usually never eat in the morning, and if i do, its just cereal. my dad was making me feel guilty saying that he had already cooked rice and warmed up some food, and then he started to cook spam. geez louise, i had no other choice but to submit to his will. grabbed myself a plate and added some rice and the utensils too. stuffed my face, and only 15 minutes left to get to class. found an umbrella and then we just got lecture overloaded, ugh. midterm next week, need to start studying like damn savage crazy. our instructor calls it a ' feastival of learning, ' lame. went home and just chilled for a bit, but then i forgot if my dental appointment was at 3 or 4, so i said im gonna go at 3:30 just to be safe. it happened to be at 4 so we i had some extra time. i was just gonna get the next pair of my retainers and then just jet, but lately my gums have been hurting. i use to have a gap, y'know? like 'em gangster people, like danielle from america's next top model, she won the season by the way. anyways, my gap closed and my gums were being pushed out and have swelled; in the back and front. its super sensitive, its hard to enjoy eating without pain, but i stuck it out. the doctor sat me down and i knew i was gonna suffer pain, so i told 'em before hand what had happened, and he said, " why didn't you call? you could've told me this earlier to get this resolved, " and i said, " oh doc. i didn't think it was that big of a deal. " so instead of moving onto #40/44, he had me wear the old ones, but then he had used scissors to cut the parts that were pushing the plastic into my gums and making it bleed like fuck. he said if it doesn't stop swelling, then come with my dad to this saturday's appointment when he's scheduled, and he'll cut my gums with lasers and stuff. im not really afraid actually, i wanna experience laser treatment. they told me that they were damn proud that i still wore the damn things even though they were causing that much pain, they patted my back and i was on my way. i went down and then ran to the car 'cause it was stormy. headed back home and got onto AIM for awhile. there is this chick named Jordan; shes black and shes from oakland, i don't know how, but then she had appeared onto my buddy list, and i had appeared onto hers. i always ignored it, i just talk to who i wanted to talk to, and ignored everything else. we've encountered each other online on AIM, and she always said something to me; asking me who i am, how did i get her screen name, and all that stuff. i told her that i didn't know, and that she asked me this for the third time already, and then she remembered talking to me on AIM before; i guess we're random strangers, but friends in a weird way. i have a new black friend from oakland.